Friends

After alot of discussions, late night calls, a heartwarming card and a box of delicious chocolates Mr.E and I have decided to try the friends-card...again. But this time more seriously. We enjoy eachothers' company. And he used to be a really good friend of mine. I don't want to let that go. But he needs to get back into my good books again. And it might be a bit hard. He really did hurt me.

He asked me yesterday what he could do to make things right, and I told him that I honestly don't know. I don't know what he can do, and if there is anything that can be done. All we can do is wait and see what happens.

I feel better now though. A bit happier. Like I've solved the first part of a puzzle. And now I just have to find the rest of the pieces, the easier ones...even though I know that it's now that the hard part begins. The part of letting go of what once were and to start afresh.