Racing Like A Pro

First off, I managed to pass my psychology exam. Nice! I'm thrilled, because I really didn't think I'd make it. It felt good though. Now I just have to try and keep up the good work, but I'm kind of failing already...

Mr.E is sort of back into my life, but I'm not letting down my guard with him again. Yea, it's all fun and games, but I'm never going to trust him ever again. He's even started becoming a bit jealous, but that's his own problem, not mine. We talk, but we haven't met up in a while. The German is gone, and apparently, according to all of his friends he thought good riddens when she left. But as I told him (I screamed at him the other week)I'm not one to have to "wait" to be someones' friend, and if that's all he thinks of me we might as well say goodbye. He started calling me and IM'ing me when she was around, which is what he should've done in the first place.

But I do get his side of it as well now... He told me that I've been so consistent in telling him that we were never friends(which to my dismay I have to say is true) that he thought I didn't care about him and that that made him prioritise the person who he knew cared. I know it sounds weak, and I'm totally using my being Swedish as an excuse. It's hard to explain to make it sound as it did when we spoke... Well, I called him a lamearse and a wuzz. And I told him that if he intends to keep on prioritising some German chick that he might not ever see again we might as well call it quits. So he said that he'd tell her about us, which apparently he did, according to our friends. The fact that she'd seen a text that he sent me saying he misses me didn't go down so well, to say the least. But I guess he should've been a bit more honest with her.

I think they might still be on good speaking terms since she knew that they could only be friends. Which is good. I mean, spite of all this commotion and all the misunderstandings, he's a good person, albeit a bit selfish. But what can I say, so am I!