Into You Like A Train

I'm really confused, really messed up and really really really in love....

I haven't been able to write down what's happened the last couple of days because I'm still trying to process it. Mr.E and I have been in contact a few days now, both physically and mentally. We haven't made anything official, we haven't really spoken about it. But a friend of his told me he's really confused (in a good way) about me and what we have.

I'm just too afraid to open up still. I've told him that I'm not seeing anyone else, and he's told me the same. I just need to believe him now. He's come over alot, and I went to see him at work today. None of our friends understands what we're doing....but rest assure, nor do we.

Just can't stop smiling though....