Suddenly Everything Has Changed

I made a descision today about my future. I went to the Adult Community College and applied for some courses to become a fulltime student there instead of at Uni. So from Monday I will read history, psychology, legal science and a full computer course called The ECDL. I'm quite exited actually. I'm reading this to be able to apply to the Swedish Police Academy next Autumn, or maybe even sooner. It depends on how fit I manage to get come Spring.... I'm going to try my best.

Mr. E has been keeping in touch quite regularly. He's in France at the moment on holiday, but has managed to IM me every day. If I could just get into his head and figure out if he really likes ME or if he's just a friend. I wish it would be more, but with my luck in men, it never is....

And Mr.E's cousin is being really persistant, even though I've told him friends only... What's up with the world!?!? I always want the one I can't get, and the one I can get, I don't want. Karma! That's the only word I can come up with that can shine a light on my problems right now. I must have done something in a previous life banning true happiness from this one. If something is going right in one area of my life, trust me when I say that the other area's going right through a thunderstorm or blizzard at that exact moment.

I've been literally working my little bony a** off these last few weeks. My funny boss is even funnier than ever. I went to my cousins wedding the other night and as we were speaking about my new job and where it was, one of the guys said that when he was at the airport a few months ago the coffee shop had been closed for no apparent reason and there had been a guy mopping the floors there. Some of the travellers had been upset that the coffe shop was closed, but the guy mopping the floor had just looked at them and kept going about his business.... Funny thing is, the coffee shop should've been open...and the only guy working there is....low and behold, my boss!!! He just couldn't give a rat's if customers gets angry....and he opens when he feels like it. And if a customer gets antsy with him, he'll just keep the shop closed for an extra few minutes. Just to tick-them-off!!!! Weirdo...

We still haven't heard from my brother in person. Apparently (according to his girlfriend) he's really really upset... God, if he's upset, imagine how my Gran must feel and how she felt when we didn't know if he was even alive. I never knew such selfishness.... and I hope I never will again... My poor Gran. And my poor Uncle who set his alarm at 3am every night my brother was gone to phone his mobile, just in case... I'm still mad at my brother. But I'm glad I haven't been able to speak to him yet, I might have disowned him if I had!!!

I'm holding Little F's Birthday party on Sunday. Finally!!!! But after everything that's been going on we haven't had time to sort it out. Plus all her little friends have been on holiday until now. And you must agree that a Birthday party is that much better when you have friends attending it as well. She's getting all exited and she's chosen Winnie-the-Pooh cups and multiple coloured balloons. It's going to be great and right now I don't know who's more exited, me or her. I'm making her a Hello Kitty cake, that's she's espesially wished for!!! Yeeey...!!!!