You Can't Always Get What You Want

I have a problem. I thought everything was sorted with school and starting the Police Academy, but I was wrong....I've been wrong quite alot lately....

I've been planning to study by distance tuition, but apparently they've changed where they hold the meetings with the whole group once every 6 weeks, from a town close to where I live all the way down to Stockholm... Where am I supposed to "stash" Little F everytime I go down to Stockholm? And apparently we stay for a week at a time now.

I could get a day care person to take care of her while I'm there, I could try. But where would I get the money from, for the day care person and for Little F's ticket? It's unfortunately really expensive to go on the domestic flights.

Now, I'm not one to give up, but seems like everything I'm trying to do right ends up wrong......

I'm still going to pursue this. I've wanted to become a police officer a very long time, and I do think I'd be great at it. I just don't want to have to wait until Little F is old enough to take care of herself. I mean if worst come to worst I will have to, but I'm certainly going to try to make it work. At least one area of my life needs to get back on track.....