Who's Zoomin' Who?

One of my friends and I were going for a brisk walk yesterday with our kids. Mr.E called and asked what we were up to and invitied us for a coffee in case we were passing, which of course we weren't, but since my friend hasn't seen his new flat we decided to take him up on the offer. (Like I would've said no...)

He told me that he'd been to this newly opened gym that had a creche in case I fancied going there with Little F one day. I mean, come on, why would he even bother. I know I'm setting myself up for this one, but he's just so lovely and nice and well mannered it freaks me out!

I was supposed to go see him last night after work, but the last flight was delayed so I didn't get out until 11pm. That's just my luck. I have a night free of children ( Little F was at night nursery) and I can't even get to spend it with a fit guy.... We IM'd when I got home, but I'm so sure his hot and sexy neighbor knocked on his door. Leeeeeaveeee him aloooooone!!!!!!

It's my friends birthday party on Friday. Can't wait. I need to go out flirting a bit or I'll go absolutely mad. I can't sit and wait for Mr.E while he's having all the fun. I've been messaging TSJ a bit too, but he lives in another town, and with the kids we just haven't been able to meet up yet. But can't wait. I just hope he hasn't managed to find someone else before I get there....he's so cute and nice...and single and interested in me....well, a bit at least.

I think I just need to get over Mr.E and realise that lonely or not, maybe we should just be friends before someone (might not be me?!?!) gets hurt. It might end up being his hot and sexy neighbor who gets hurt in the end, and I don't want that. She's only about 21 and is soooo into Mr.E it's unbelieveable. I told him to go easy on her, because she's a young girl. And girls tend to have this romantic notion that even though the guy they like has been upfront about not wanting to get serious, we still think that when he gets to know us he'll change his mind and we'll live happily ever after. And his neighbor is still young enough to live by that notion and believe in it. I still live in that notion too, but I know it's all a bunch of crap!!!

Oh god, I'm sooo lying to myself ( and to you). Of course I won't stop seeing him. He's like a poison! But, I'm taking a stand, and I will not IM him at all....today....