Are You True?

Mr.E the bastard has been playing games with me! What an arse!! He came to the party I was at on Friday night. I knew he might be there, but I was hoping that he wouldn't show. I'd told my friend to pinch me if I acted immature and upset towards him, because I didn't want him to understand how angry I was. First thing I see as I walk in the room is him. He's leaning against the wall looking absolutely gorgeous. I say hi and walk past him and about 2 seconds later I can feel a pinch in the small of my back. I turn around and my friend is standing there looking angrily at me mouthing "be nice". I know I could've smiled, but hey, he's been avoiding me for a week...

So I'm the one trying to avoid him all night,but I'm being really nice to him and I'm smiling, talking and chit-chatting to him, just to get him to understand that "I'm not upset and I don't care if you're an arse". So, we get to the club and he gets me a shot but we don't really talk. I go to dance and he's just standing by the bar looking pissed off. After an hour he's gone and I just can't believe it!?!?... So, I send him a text. And I get one back straight away saying that some guy pissed him off and he's gone home. He asks me to come back to his, and after a bit of reassuring from my friend I go. She says I need to know why he's been so weird towards me.

I ask him why he's been avoiding me all week, and get this, he tells me he's just wanted to see what and if this means something to me too! I freak out a little telling him that we're just friends and then he freaks out and tells me he didn't mean it the way it sounded. And then we kiss. I guess that means he likes me, and he's been playing me on my own game... I'm just too scared to get hurt by a guy again so I play games, and now I've found out he's doing the same thing.

I stayed the night, we had breakfast, went out for lunch and for a walk. He came over to mine last night and watched a movie. And today he called to see if I wanted breakfast and said if I provide the tea, he'd get the bread.

We're not kissing or anything, and I really don't know where this is going. But I do know one thing...He's as unsure of me as I am of him, and it makes me feel a bit better if that makes any sense...?