I'm really confused, really messed up and really really really in love....
I haven't been able to write down what's happened the last couple of days because I'm still trying to process it. Mr.E and I have been in contact a few days now, both physically and mentally. We haven't made anything official, we haven't really spoken about it. But a friend of his told me he's really confused (in a good way) about me and what we have.
I'm just too afraid to open up still. I've told him that I'm not seeing anyone else, and he's told me the same. I just need to believe him now. He's come over alot, and I went to see him at work today. None of our friends understands what we're doing....but rest assure, nor do we.
Just can't stop smiling though....
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I'm a single mum who has realised how weird it can get trying to get back into the dating scene after staying away from it such a long time.
Having moved back to a small northern Swedish town from London has been a bit of an adventure as well.
But luckily I have my friends, both old and new, who keeps my head above water and feet firmly on the ground. And who don't seem to mind that I sometimes tend to get slightly neurotic....
Having moved back to a small northern Swedish town from London has been a bit of an adventure as well.
But luckily I have my friends, both old and new, who keeps my head above water and feet firmly on the ground. And who don't seem to mind that I sometimes tend to get slightly neurotic....
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3 comments:
Wow... so what happened? Last I read you had taken him off your IM list, and now I read that you guys have been in contact!
But whatever happened, I'm glad to read that you're smiling! ♥
Oh dear...
God,it's really complicated...I don't know where to start. We just can't seem to stay away...
I just wish I could read his mind...we're in contact just as much as before, but I'm too scared to tell him how I feel in case he freaks out. I don't want to lose him, though I think we can safely say that that's excactly what I've done, as a friend at least... I've said it before and I'll say it again...It's no good shitting on your own doorstep, you're the one who has to clean it up in the end!
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