Honest to God! If I ever look at a man again, just shoot me down. What is wrong with them?!?! I thought he was a good person, a good person who at the end of the day was a friend and who could be something more. But I was wrong...again...
I thought I was using him a bit as well, but I've slowly realised that was not the case. He's now telling me that he can't see me anymore because this German girl likes him too much. What!?!? She's going back to freaking Germany in less than a week. He doesn't want a relationship with her...but he can't see me because it upsets her.
How about me? What about me getting hurt? What about my feelings? What about the fact that after she's gone we'll be forced to hang out together again?
It's for real this time. He's off my IM-list, my phone and my FB. He's gone. I've told him that this was the last straw. Not to call me again. Not to speak to me again. I don't care if we'll be at the same parties, don't speak to me, don't talk to me, don't even look at me. He will not exist to me ever again. If he thought I was angry with him a while ago he should understand that this is me in a f*cking rage!!!
I was fine before. I felt good. I was happy and content with having Little F and my friends and family. I was fine just having him as a secret crush... Why do I always do this to myself? Playing with fire? When I know I'm only getting hurt in the end.
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You do have bad luck when it comes to men! You are probably right, stay as far away from them as you can!!!
If he could only stay away from me....WTF!!!!
He keeps sending me texts with apologies and theories etc
He needs to stay away now...
I don't get it. I never did get it about guys. How they can be so loving and seemingly caring at one time, and then just like that, turn on you and leave you for good? I don't get it.
I don't blame you for being angry. His excuse that he can't see you anymore because of the German girl is the worst excuse I've heard in a long time. He needs to grow some balls and just tell it you to straight. We'd respect him more if only he were honest.
I know. And also, him having long discussions with her about me probably didn't help either. Why would she have anything positive to say about me anyways?
Before she came over he wanted something a little more serious, but spending week with her changed his mind. I'm not one to blaim the "sisters", but.... I don't know.
We've had talk after talk after talk about this yesterday.
He's still confused. And he meant that he didn't want to sneak around her back OR mine while she's here. And when he told her that he wanted to see me, she got upset. He just came out with it wrong to me yesterday and he tried to talk to me and I wouldn't listen at first. But now it feels too late.
I told him I can't be asked to wait around. And that I've had enough guys in my life messing me about that I don't need yet another one. And that I wouldn't trust him now any way...
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